been a long lull here. its been a rough six months of bromide now and then. Although, things are seemingly unchanged, i feel quite differentky about several things. . . Will find some solitude tonight i think, though, unwelcome. been cooking for a week now... makes me happy. although tiring, but yes happy. and a way again to de-stress. Lot of work this weekend. for a change, chores around the house this time.
Need to pick up the camera. need to clean-up around the house. and paint. and experiment with some projects that i've been meaning to take up since long. Hope to get some of it done this weekend. Will watch a movie. Maybe see weasel or have a pint with papa.
Have to find a new place to move into. need to start looking for one to begin with. before that, need to get my things in place, save money, and finally come to a decision with the phantom. the phantom. sigh. i miss you dear old phantom. I'm not sure how or why.. but a part of me will always love you. im just so unable to control for now. im afraid and in smithereens inside. and yet i cant let go.
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