October already

The weekend was nice. We visited Jessica and her boyfriend and their sweet big Labrador June, and we overstayed our visit by 2 days. lol. we drank, ate lovely food cooked by jessie and pranjal, and played with June. Boruah and I had 2 happy days; it felt like a lovely little vacation, some different from what he and i have done for weekends over the past whole year - drink and mumble to each other, eat out, watch movies, yap over coffees. I notice its been a long time we said our i love yous. but things are changing and its nobody's fault i suppose. the ring is in the box. i long to change somethings about my life, and i wish for time to move by faster. A lot of pictures. but i shall be able to upload them after i fix the wifi in my house and get back my laptop. by this weekend, i hope to be able to clean and fix my house before my parents visit. by this weekend i hope to be a little stronger and find an action plan for my days. i wish for peace. for my whole family, for everyone, for me.