im happy. . ready again to suffer at college the whole rest of the month. . even tho i feel so hurt and disappointed with the world sometimes... in strange ways i find so much of happiness too. in seeing life through his eyes. and he tells me i have this art of finding beauty in all of things that the world has to offer.... but isnt that what we re meant to do ? find beauty. and therefore find joy. he's learning from me, just like im learning so much from him. just that he now realizes the importance of faith.. and perhaps, hopefully sees a brighter side to life. and i now realize the darkness that makes my world seem so alive to me now. i hated myself as an adolescent... i hated myself worse still when i came here.. but now i know its okie. life is but one day, afterall. and theres so much to know. so much to give.
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